Sadie (L)

well were to start. Sadie the most amazing person in my life by a marathon! shes amazing. when im with her holding her hand staring up at the clear cloudless night. Me completly transfixed with when im next going to be able to spend time with her again... we can spend hours with each other but its still not enough. She makes me happy in every way i think i can be. Cheers me up when im down and makes me happy when im not! Cudn't ask for enything more special..... I love you Sadie. x

Time with the person i care most about.

God just dropped sadie home. was another amazing, awsome night. I always feel so good when she comes round. its like she tops me of with happyness. im on a high for the next few days everytime she comes round its brilliant :). I dont know how she does it but by jove its awsome :) thankyou Sadie. I Love You. X

God some people are such jackasses. Honestly i cant name him! But recently im finding im slowly hating him. and yer i know hate is a strong word. but shorley if someone is out to make u misserable and constuntly have one up on you ,then hate is a adacuate phrase to use. God i hate you ***** ****** !!! And we will find we will have good days but my god what to do with those people that just wont to ruin your life. god sounding pathetic here but thats what a blog is for lol.... haha. ermm yer tom pull your self together okkk. thinking straight now lol. haha im just realised im writing what my conchence is saying to me. wow this is kinda weird but cool. yer. well enyways on my mind at the moment my band have got our first payed gig this weekend !! rumers dads birthday party. god i hope were good enough. but i mean 125 pounds is alot to give a band which u might be disapointed with. well i am saying now i am going to give it my all on sunday at this party. if they are dissapointed then im just not good enough. and will ether stop performing or wait a few years. well thats the idea. are bands put so much effort in to this. and atm im just not feeling im getting enything about it. were all frends and that. but every practice we just find our selves laughing when we each muck up of arguing about what song to do and not to do.. we do have some good tines though NIGHT DRIFT!! its this thing me and tom made up. were we break into the play school's toy closit and race this little kiddies trikes around the slippery hall. we make tracks and everything. one night we were a little wizzed up on relentles and when out on the road to the collage haha. god that was a good night. actually on the hole badn practice hasnt been to bad the past three years. yer i know three years and not one payed gig!! i know im thinking the same. enyways a cool film has come on were some dude is pointing a gun at an air hostesses head so im going to go now. byeee.

Todays events in the life of a 15yr old ladd.

Ello there readers. Yer first ever blog. Get inn.. just thought i would do one. got nout better to do so thought yer if my girlfrend can do it then so can I (Y). which btw she is awsomness on legs (L). honestly is outstanding in everysingle way. only problem with that is so meny other people would wont that in there life ,so i am constuntly feeling i have to stay outgoing enough so that i dont blend in with the other lads.. :/. Im not sure y she likes me over other lads. But geeze im a thankfull she does. Moving on to a slightly less self pittying subject - i just had to complete a 2 hour maths paper :O. Hehe was ment to be hard.. pffft. nah jokes i was shit at maths untill a few months ago, when i got my results for a paper and only got a C....! i was predicted like B A A* what had gone on there was. started concentrating on girls!! God there amazing but can be a drain on lads llifes. not in a bad way. just they dont realise how often we think about them. Then reckon theve got it hard.. W.e. There is no way that most lads would ever leave our girlfrends for another lass. But i mean Girls have so meny options! there is nothing stopping them going for a sportyer lad. or a smarter one. COZ atm i have no idea what my girlfrend won'ts me to be. but im sure i will find out sooner or later. :/ enyways im off now. first blog down !! Thanks for reading. byee.